LisaJean

Los Angeles

Have you ever told God I can’t wait on your promises anymore? And as you begin to slip away into the
darkness, you feel a mighty hand reach in and grab you in that dark place where you are, that lonely place
and snatch you out of the darkness. And you say, God why don’t you just leave me in the darkness? Why
don’t you just let me drown? But God says, I love you too much to let you destroy yourself. I love you too
much to let you drown yourself in misery. I love you too much to let you stay in that dark place. And even
though you say, God, just leave me alone, just let me be, just let me drown away in my misery, God is
relentless and He says, no, I love you, I created you, I paid a price for you. I love you too much to let you
go or let you stay where you are. I’m going to snatch you out of the darkness and show you the light. But
you say, I’m hurting, I’m tired of waiting on you and it doesn’t look like your gonna come through for me
and so right now I am walking by sight not by faith. But God says submerge yourself in me, get close to me
and your faith will rise. My fire will burn away the darkness and you won’t have to walk by sight anymore.
All the time you spend trying to put it all together to make it perfect. Take that time and spend it with me. I
will make all things new. Then you will see that those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength.
You will have peace. You will have joy. I will give you power. I will give you anointing. I will give you
fire. Then you finally come to a place where you realize that all things work together for your good Rom
8:28. Even if it looks bad. Even if it looks ugly. Even if it doesn’t seem fair and don’t understand. Keep
submerging yourself in me. Keep your eyes on Jesus. Worship when you don’t feel like it and still raise
your hands when you don’t feel like it. I will turn things around for your good. You have to become
desperate, desperate to be free. And then one day last week I stumbled upon Vincent’s periscope and began
to pray. Within 24 hours my world began to radically change. Vincent is God’s hand reaching into my
world to SAVE my LIFE and to LAUNCH me into my DESTINY. The destiny that I’ve seen for years but
could not see my way beyond the darkness. God bless you Vincent for praying on periscope with me every
day. Don’t stop. My life depends upon it